Something happened today and the only person I thought to call, and the only person who I even considered calling, and the only person that I wanted there was David. Yeah, the one that I spend so much time complaining about and trying at all costs to avoid. I called him, and without hesitation he was by my side to comfort me and to make me feel normal again. I appreciate that so very much, because I have been rather an ass to him through this whole thing. Not that he hasn't been one to me, but ya get the point.
It made me realize something more so now than ever, we need to find a way to be civil. No matter what, and the end of the day, we have to get along, not for the sake of ourselves, but for these lil boys who are well aware that there are some problems.
Thank you David Boyd for all that you have done for me over the last eight years. I love you dearly, I do, but that love is not strong enough to make anything work.
Beautifully said...you will always love David without him you would not have the two wonderful children you have...
ReplyDeleteYou have a come to a wonderful realization. I hope David feels the same way because if the two of you can have a civil relationship, it would be the best gift that the two of you can give the boys. Good luck with everything.
ReplyDeleteIt's a start, Macrina... there is good in all of us...and there is good in both of you...and hopefully in time you two can appreciate the best in both of you...
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