So I walked into my doctors office not to long ago, a Monday perhaps, and the doctor turned around (he was already in the room) looked at me and said "Mrs. Boyd, you are not taking your medicine, why not?" Ummmm because I forget! Hence why birth control pills are not what I am taking. If I cant remember to take an anti-baby pill, how can I remember to take my crazy pills? If they have an IUD sort of crazy pill, sign my crazy ass up!
As I sit here and think about it I have been FUCKING CRAZY AS HELL lately. So forgive me darling if you are in the war path of my bipolar, moody, mean and happy ass, oddly weird, completely unstable ends of my personality, forgive me. I really should become a hermit when I am in one of these manic states. I looked back (which I shouldn't have done) at some texts and emails that I sent. Ummmm BITCH ALERT. Super damn sensitive. Or say something mean to someone and then talk to them like nothing happened, five mins later. Thats not normal LOL
I swear there is something wrong with me, as when I start noticing it thats when its a tad bit too late. (Like that sentence, does it make any sense?! NOOO!). Like right now, I am mad as fuck at someone, but they are too fucking charming, and have me convinced without even trying, to be all hunky dory. They are fucking crazier than I am though. I digress however, since we are not talking about that person. (HD)
Two more things, then I will end this rambling pile of manure! (Which I got distracted by a text and an IM so I am not sure of the first thing I was going to say, so I will start with the second.) Secondly, I would be so lost with out my homey ELF. His initials are ELF, so we shall call him that. Love the man to death, with all of my heart and more, he has been my rock in the last how many ever years, and has come in handy as hell over the last month. We went to dinner last weekend and he put things in perspective for me, which is something I needed, desperately.
I cant remember what the first thing was, so I will leave it alone till it pops in my head at the most inopportune time.
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