So..... I got myself a place. It is not a palace, but it is mine. Little three bedroom, two bath place. In a quiet neighborhood, and affordable. I am super excited.
I have started packing and plan to move this weekend. I have so much to pack, I didnt realize how much stuff the boys and I have. After packing and rearranging and whatnot last night, I realized how overwhelming this is, and that I need to slow the hell down. It is not that big of a deal if I dont get every little thing out of the house right now. It will happen over the next few weeks.
I just need to worry about packing the boys room, our bathrooms, some of the furniture that I need, clothes, kitchen. All the pictures are off the walls already, the house is starting to look really empty!
Of course David is not happy with the boys and I moving out, is he supposed to be!? LOL!! I hope he finds happiness, I really do. Just because we didn't work out, doesn't mean that he can find someone he can work with. It just isn't me! I will be the first to admit that this is not one persons problem, we both contributed to the failure of our marriage. Just we realized I realized it sooner, started working on it, and it didn't work. He realized it, and started working on it, as he sees that I am already one foot out the door.
I am ready for this next step!
I truly hope and wish the best for you and your boys hun.
ReplyDeleteyou are a strong and determined young lady. Follow your heart. You have friends and family that will be there for you. it's time to think about you and your children.
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