Marriage thing is so not for me. For a few reasons....I get bored and I want the fucking world! Let me clear that up, I want to be ALONE, not fuck the world. I am scared out of my damn mind to take these steps, and for one reason only. I am not afraid of being alone, not by far, I am actually looking forward to it. It is the thing that leads up to this....being independant. I have gotten so dependant on my husband for every damn thing.
And I hate myself for it. Hell I hate him for it. Things between David and I are far from good, and I am tired of feeling like the room mate, and not the wife. So if we can not fix even the smallest of our problems by March, I am out of here. Seems so short, but being together for almost 8 years, two months is long enough!
So the steps:
- Get my damn licesense and get a car.
- Get a small apartment or move to Dawson.
- Figure things out from there!
I'm sorry sweety. I know how you feel I was there a few years ago myself. Let me know if you need anything.
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