Soooo, for some dumb reason I thought I would be ok, if I just stopped taking my meds. After all, I took way too many of them a few days ago. BIG mistake. Three times, by three different people, I have been told today that "You are a Meany" and then the hubbard told me that he knew that I have not been on my meds because I have been super bitch. He insisted that I take them, so I did. Lets see how this pans out. :)
On a side note, life is back to its nice place. Summer vacation is coming to a close, the kids are headed back to school. We have all gotten a wee bit to comfy in the lax place of doing little, with little structure and a lot of time. The step kids are gone back to their mom's house, and Olivia has moved out of here. She has been here for years, and decided to finish her high school years out at the LC.
This might sound so wrong, but I don't care....I am so glad that my house is back to where it was. So much of my stress and my marital problems stemmed from having a moody, lazy, bitchy, lack of ambition teenager in my house who has very little independence. For the last two years we have had to cater to her and her mother. It became aggravating, and I took on the "If you can't beat em, join em" attitude with her mother, and a "oh hell no" attitude with Olivia.
Do not get me wrong, as much as I love my step kids, I am so ready to have my boys and my hubby back.
Yeah, I want to be selfish for a while. I want to get MY life straight, without a few people in it for a little while.
I did do some writing today, and very proud of what I did. Not exactly knowleggeable about the info that I wrote about, but alas I am smart enough to do some research first! I really need new clients. I guess I can work on that when the kids go back to school.
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