My Help, My Boys, My Gratitude

Either my prayers have been answered or someone has been reading my blog and thinks that I am totally fucking crazy and wanted to help me out a bit! I decided to do something last night, but it is "all natural" so its all cool if you know what I mean. Have not done it in a while, but it was totally what I needed.
The last three days have been EXTREMELY stressful and emotional. Been stressed with school starting and paying bills and normal stuff. Well the problem with having stress was that I bottled it up and didnt ask anyone for help, nor did I indicate to outsiders that I was losing it. Other than the one person who reads my blog, no one knew. My hubby knew I was stressed, but not to this point. 
As wacked out as I am, you would think that I would be the kind of person who would ask for help. Heck I wasnt even willing to ask for help when I was told my several people that I appeared to have depression. My mom actually called the local mental health place and made me an appointment.
By some prayer and for me opening my mouth, it happened that I have received so much help from my family, that I can not thank them enough. I am blessed that they are willing to help me, heck it isnt even me that they are helping it is my boys in which they are helping.School will be starting on Monday, and I think they are now ready to go. I still have to get a few items for Eli and a few for Peyton, but other than that I am good to go.

Here is a pic I took on Monday at a local park. It is way to hot to play outside without water so this was a break from the inside.